Time to go?

Shit! I've been feeling quite out of the groove since I got this last show up. There was so much stress, not having access to the gallery and all, some people just don't get it. I don't just go put shit on the walls and leave I actually have to install. The "blah" goes in waves of course and i'm getting the hang of just going with it and like watching a movie or reading a book. and now I'm wanting to get all of this shit in my head done!

I just realized that i don't feel like i'm getting my full experience here in Omaha. By the time my "day" is done I haven't done anything I've wanted to. The funny thing is when I'd like to go sit at Borders and read mags all day, then I just don't because Omaha fucking bores me! I think a lot of it is winter though. I hate winter, and it hates me. I don't function on a normal level and just want to fucking hibernate all the time! When my lease is up in August I wonder if the time will be right to move somewhere, b ut at the same time I know my work here is not done. Hmmmm.... Ah well!